Lately things have been sort of a blur. Waking up this morning to realize that it is Wednesday, was somewhat of a surprise to me. It seems as if Monday was just a few hours ago, and now it is the middle of the week.
I don't know if this blur is related to the slew of emotions that I have been having since my Dr. appt on Monday. But they are most likely related. I haven't decided what I want to do. I didn't really realize that I was going to need to do deciding this week.
The insurance company called yesterday and told me that the shot, Lupron, was approved and he wanted my approval to ship it from the speciality pharmacy. Hold on wait a second, I didn't even decide if I wanted it, and now he wants to ship it? I told him that I was undecided about what I wanted to do, and I would need to discuss it with my Dr.
Gosh, when people think that insurance companies screw them, go to mine, they are Great, and prompt, even when you don't want them to be. The good news from that call was that if I do decide to do the Lupron, is is only $50 a month compared to the normal $1200 a month it is regular. If I have one thing to be thankful for, it is my insurance policy. They ROCK.
Dru is turning 25 next week. And going home without me. Which is fine. I actually like to spend time by myself sometimes. I am sad that I won't be there for his birthday, I will actually be in Vegas for a work conference. Vegas for less than 24 hours. Fun fun.....Maybe I will gamble a little, and I know for sure that I am eating Sushi for dinner when I am there.
Sushi and Mexican food are just 2 things that the Midwest does not do great. The fish is not as fresh as when you live on the california coast. Just not the same. And Mexican food, don't even get me started. It is like these people have NO CLUE what they are doing. I have to "create" my own burrito whenever I go out to dinner at our local place. they don't have the "veggie burrito, no tomatoes, extra green sauce" option that I am so used to ordering at El Taco Loco back home.
I need to plan activities for when my mom is here. She will be here for a week. I already know that we will be doing some projects. Because my mom is great at projects. Recovering the chair in the living room, and building a headboard for my bed are 2 of the for sure things that I want to get done.
Hopefully it will be sunny. The weather here has been crazy. Thunderstorms are something that I don't think I will ever become used to, but they are crazy to watch. We are getting more this afternoon I think.
Enough of my rambling, if I ramble anymore, It will be friday and I won't even know it.
The Lupron is SO expensive! I get (got) the three month shot, and it was almost $2500. Thank goodness I have good insurance too!
ReplyDeleteAnd you will figure this all out lady. I know it is scary right now (and the losing track of time thing is so incredibly normal - I had a few weeks there that were a blur), but I promise you you will figure it out!