I have been thinking a lot about how I need to lose weight. Probably about 40lbs to be happy happy happy. And I know that a number is not the deciding factor, but there I have put it out there I want to lose 40 lbs.
I want these monster boobs to shrink, so they look relatively "normal" in a bathing suit. People wish for boobs, I am gladly willing to donate the extra that I have. No questions asked I am sure that they are going to a good home.
Since I have not had my post op from my surgery, I am not sure if I can exercise like I would want to. I have a personal trainer at my demand. But I don't yet know if I can use her. shit, that sucks.
I need to stop eating like a college student. I need to stop eating like a man. I need to get control about what I put in my body.
Why is saying what I need to do, so much easier than actually doing all of these things?