Keep on Keeping On

I figured it was about time I replace my sad pathetic post with something better. It’s been long enough. I’m not going to lie and say that I am in a great happy place, because I’m not, but we are working on getting there. It’s new doctors and new uncharted territory, so we’ll see where this puts us.

In other news, I’ve been working at my new job for almost 2 months and I couldn’t be happier. I have a smart, witty, down to earth boss who I actually enjoy working with. Our clients are awesome sweet ladies, who I find myself relating to and learning from. They are some kick ass bloggers that have stories and have lived through things I could never ever imagine. I count my blessings that I was able to find a position like this, doing what I love and interacting online.

Even though I am in a pretty dark place, I’m happy. I’m happy to have my loving husband who enjoys renting Bad Teacher on a Tuesday night while eating popcorn for dinner. Chips and Salsa with beer and wine are completely acceptable meals around these parts (we don’t have small mouths to feed, I can drink my dinner if I want to) and that makes me happy. I’m not gearing up for a sugar fest costume meltdown on Monday. In fact, I’m thinking about being scrooge mc scrooge and turning the lights off and going to the movies or something.

I’m learning to accept that you know what, I might not have kids. And if we do, it’s going to be a bitch to get there so I might as well be me while I still can. I’m willing to make sacrifices for what I want, as is Dru…but if things don’t end up working out in the long term, I’ll know that I have Captain Stan, Molly and Dru right by my side.